no more charity

ok, new year, new rules. 

numero uno- no more 'charity' dating. i've tried out 'personality' for the past few years, and it dawned on me that it's so effing played. i'm moving on! my shallow-ness is dying to come out, and mingle. 

realization: if the person is smokkkkkin, but a mental midget... well, who says they have to talk, OR you have to listen?! just pretend... let's call it 'magic' time. use your imagination! my taking is if the individual is easy on the eye's 'make-believe' is easier, but if it's only 'personality'... too much work, and i'd prefer to look back after the party is over and say 'well, at least he was hot'!  that leads us into numero dos- no wasting time! i refuse to waste my time on wack-ness. people, ideas, things, and my own bullshit. therefore, every second of my time will be worthy of... whatever crap i engage in. 

numero tres- no more recycling of the 'winners' (retardos) that i've had 'history' with. 

numero quatro- NO MORE MALE BITCHES! ugh, that's the worst, male bitches (passive agressive, overly emotional, can't control their emotions from reality, needy, attention freaks, reactors, basically drama queens!) severe turn off! not 'sensitive', but 'male bitches'... very different.

numero cinco- be nicer... i'm kind, but not so 'nice'... then again, i am one of the most pleasant people... in the universe... i'll keep thinkin about this one.

numero seis- be thoughtful, but not over extending. i am 'almost' a 'women' now, therefore 'over extending' translates to 'you gets none back'.

numero siete: keep myself 'light' on all fronts. i like that i have a breezy aura. maintain.

numero ocho: be consistent.

numero nueve: maintain being a great friend to my peeps. step it up here, and there.

numero diez: volunteering. continue financially contributing to my lil homie in south america.

numero once: continue seeking what i am all about, and what/who i am suppose to be. 

numero doce: being highly pro-active about staying inspired daily. 

numero trece: pushing my 'creativity' out of my insides in many different ways.

numero catorce: coming up with a structured story line for my 'pigeon' story... bite me!

ok, i have to go now. life calls, and well, i have to go attend to it... numero quince: stop being life's bitch!